All The Girls That Turned Me Down Years Ago Now Want To Be My Sidechicks

I am a 40 years old man,married with 3kids...I got married 6 years ago. In my early and mid 30s I wooed several women most of whom either turned me down or weren't ready to settle down at that time even though some where in their late 20s.
I needed them so badly back then but nothing seemed to workout.

Very beautiful extremely outspoken and gallantly curved.
I am fairly financially ok but maybe they knew better what they wanted.time was not on my side and so I eventually settled with a girl I actually love and she loves me too.fast forward to 3 more years in my marriage, some of these women i either dated or wooed in the past started finding their ways back into my life knowing fully well I am married but didn't mind still getting a piece of me despite how hard I tried to fight it. The obsession of times back didn't leave my head so I tried to knakk so that I may do away with them permanently and focus better.
Most of them still look as good as they were, the only difference is time and interest.
What baffles me the most is some who dated better men than I was in the past now find me more attractive than their present men even though this has nothing to do with looks or money. They have answers to such pensive innuendo. Some even left their marriages cos of their husbands infidelity only to end up with me who is also married and this keeps me wondering why they left their husbands in the first place....
The aim of this writeup is just to pinpoint gratitude of the rejection of the past coz it has saved me from marrying women whom are either not OK with one man or loose in its entirety.

To set the record straight for those who did not read this writeup till the end, I did not sleep with any of these women as I am still faithful to my darling wife as she is to me too. It is not easy even though I know I may fall in the future as the temptation is biologically potent.
I keep asking myself this question , do men become more attractive as they age or it is something we have no control over as even girls half my age don't mind been my sugar baby. The temptation is just so much and I do not know how long am gonna be able to handle this. This may be the only sin to land one in hell and I do not want to there.

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