Uncle!!!

Horrific, nightmarish, dreadful. Those are the words that describe my ketamine experience yesterday. Awful, horrible, ghastly also apply. I literally screamed at the top of my lungs. Mega panic attacks, feelings of doom and impending death, THAT! To treat anxiety? Where’s the sense in that? No more ketamine for me ever again. I don’t want to chop off my head to try to treat a headache. I’m thoroughly disappointed and upset that this treatment that I undertook with so much hope turned out to be so destructive and such an utter failure.

I do believe they gave me a much larger dose than I was to have. Hopefully by mistake.

I don’t know if after such a horrific experience if there can be improvement. I’ll keep everyone posted. unfortunately, hope springs eternal.

Right now, very dismayed and actually traumatized by this insane ketamine experience. Very disappointed.