I recently passed this milestone and so I wanted to share. I�m going to start reorganizing this blog and writing some more soon. I�ve been very busy with life which has been excruciatingly stressful at times� worrying in ways...
I recently passed this milestone and so I wanted to share. I�m going to start reorganizing this blog and writing some more soon. I�ve been very busy with life which has been excruciatingly stressful at times� worrying in ways that I had never known� but still not drinking.
I now have a job that I�ve done for more than a year that I love, so I started to focus more of my free time with electronic music, making beats, ambient, techno� just enjoying the simplicity of sitting down with one small machine and making music. I still find it incredibly soothing.
I live near a graveyard, which I stare at quite a bit� seeing the somewhat lifeless balloons from the cemetery in my yard from time to time� looking to see if I can make out what it says on the balloon� there�s a small Christmas tree near someones grave, I can see it as I drive home.
I�ve been in a really good spot lately, with my three cats and my dog, and I�ve attended a synth meeting� so excited to meet some new people. It takes a while to get to this spot� shoulders drop more� and I don�t feel like I�m having to chase anything. I�m in a good spot.
