Rejection

Wow I’ve not felt that feeling of rejection in a long time. That feeling like you aren’t part of something or that someone doesn’t want you in their life. I went back into that feeling that you are not loved and you are rejected for who you are. In a split second it happened and it took me off guard. I felt really small and not in control of how I was feeling. I understand why it happened but my heart felt a very different thing.

I used to feel that feeling often and it makes one feel unwanted and unloved. I do know that doors close for a reason and something even better will come along. I also know that I’m loved so much and that what happened was not about me at all.

Ugh that feeling of rejection is such a horrible feeling. Even though I know how to feel those feelings now and not run from them. I released them through tears and prayer. I reached out to a trusted friend. I felt those feelings. I love that I can release it in healthy ways even when it still hurt.

In time this too will become a distant feeling and it won’t hurt like it does right now. I hope I don’t feel like this again for a long time. It’s a feeling I still don’t like to feel.

For now I will keep praying about the situation and I know God will open the doors that I’m looking for. Rejection does not mean you are unloved. If you are feeling that today. Reach out to someone you trust because today you are loved.