Wow I�ve not felt that feeling of rejection in a long time. That feeling like you aren�t part of something or that someone doesn�t want you in their life. I went back into that feeling that you are not...
Wow I�ve not felt that feeling of rejection in a long time. That feeling like you aren�t part of something or that someone doesn�t want you in their life. I went back into that feeling that you are not loved and you are rejected for who you are. In a split second it happened and it took me off guard. I felt really small and not in control of how I was feeling. I understand why it happened but my heart felt a very different thing.
I used to feel that feeling often and it makes one feel unwanted and unloved. I do know that doors close for a reason and something even better will come along. I also know that I�m loved so much and that what happened was not about me at all.
Ugh that feeling of rejection is such a horrible feeling. Even though I know how to feel those feelings now and not run from them. I released them through tears and prayer. I reached out to a trusted friend. I felt those feelings. I love that I can release it in healthy ways even when it still hurt.
In time this too will become a distant feeling and it won�t hurt like it does right now. I hope I don�t feel like this again for a long time. It�s a feeling I still don�t like to feel.
For now I will keep praying about the situation and I know God will open the doors that I�m looking for. Rejection does not mean you are unloved. If you are feeling that today. Reach out to someone you trust because today you are loved. 
