Why do I get so obsessed? So, with everything that�s been going on, I have been doing pretty well ? I have been completely off meds for quite a while now and I have been coping quite well. I...
Why do I get so obsessed? So, with everything that�s been going on, I have been doing pretty well 
I have been completely off meds for quite a while now and I have been coping quite well. I have my moments, but I also have great people around me to help and support me � I am one of the lucky ones I obsess over things. This isn�t something that I�m coping with alone � my husband knows I do it � he often realised it before I do! My mum picks me up on it too � it�s good � they notice and try to help. The problem is, no one can help them stop. They are amazing � they understand me and help me deal with it, but no one can stop it. To be honest, I don�t know whether I want it to stop � yes I am doing that!
We are decorating at the moment. I can�t get decorating and doing the place up out of my head. It�s constantly there. What can I paint, what can I look up, what can I buy? On a good note, my obsessiveness did mean that I learnt to cut and put skirting boards up and it does mean we are getting everything done quickly! I imagine this is a bit like what it�s like to be on speed when I�m in one of these zones! I could be totally wrong though! So, I know that it�s taking over my life, I know I can�t think of anything else and I really want it to be done so that my head will stop and I can relax again! We haven�t got much more to do so I should be ok soon, but it�s just so weird. I will soon be obsessing over something else � it�s constant and so so tiring. I want a day off � in my head. I want my head to forget about it for one day. I�m sure my husband does too lol every day I have a new task! I�ll get there, I know. I know it�s a good sign that I recognise it, I just need to get better at dealing with it. Any ideas are welcome xx
