I had my hen party tonight. I get married next week. I marry the love of my life and it is the most amazing thing in the world. What�s wrong then? My granddad died yesterday. It�s shit. Weddings are...
I had my hen party tonight. I get married next week. I marry the love of my life and it is the most amazing thing in the world. What�s wrong then?
My granddad died yesterday. It�s shit. Weddings are stressful. I was getting to the point of stressing a little and didn�t know if it was bridezilla or bipolar. To be scared of your own head and feelings really is waft.
So, now I don�t know whether it�s grief, bridezilla, braveness or bipolar. I have no idea. I am trusting the people around me to kind of work it out for me but how can they know if I don�t even know.
I�m just scared. I�m hurt, I�m angry and I�m scared. Yet, I am marrying my best friend, the love of my life and whilst most brides would be getting nervous, that is the only part of my life right now that doesn�t scare me xx
